i hate my voice i only have one pitch and its deeper than a baritone. i would like to say that i am well taught in the hymns but whats the point in continuing in learning if im just going to bore the congregation and probably god himself. i was going to learn ke eperto this year for holy week but i just kept thinking that my voice sucks and most probably no one would want to hear it so i skipped out on it.
should i just skip out on being a decaon and do a different ministry or continue with this baritone of mine?
and would Experiances In Life by Pope Shenouda III count as a memior? because it could be my summer spiritual book/summer assigment.