A disease has been an issue for a while now; my condition is complicated enough that even doctors cannot tell what is wrong with me; it is a very unusual disease. I cannot go to church, which is part of my life, and hard to work with people,
so the question to fathers of the church is, is it ok to pray to God to take my soul sooner than later? It has been hard to live, stressful, and very hard to get support.
I know we pray, "O Lord, according to Your wish, not our wish.
need fatherly advice, please,
In Christ "