Though people might think they are benefited.. theological discussions and some thoughts can be harmful .. even though there are answers it is not given to all people like myself.. so quickly. and I think more questions keep coming to disturb me and others..
When I pray to God sometimes I know He is my Father and I can trust Him.. I believe He will notice my pain and help me in due time..if not let me perish alone.. Sometimes when I pray and am close to God I feel confident that I know God and do not doubt that He has answers though I do not know them now and sometimes they come to me in a peaceful manner
I do not have to post all my questions online where there is no monk, priest, bishop or pope who can fast and ask God..
You can delete this post too after sometime
Just really pray for me
Pray that I am not condemned for not knowing certain things and that I do not believe they are important if they are not important and to know what to do and do what I should do when I am tried..