Please don’t reply to this post if you haven’t yet graduated, it’s a sensitive topic & I need mature answers. Sorry for saying that bluntly.
I apologise about bringing this up & talking about it, but it pains me so much & I just can’t stop thinking about it. It’s on my mind all the time.
I & my fiance love eachother dearly, God blessed both of us with a fantastic relationship full of blessing & we’re extremely happy together. A few days ago, she told me that she wants to tell me about a secret in her life & that she didn’t know how to open the topic with me. She also said that she has to tell me because she can’t hide anything from me because she loves me so much.
Then she told me that a few years back (when she was at university) she liked a guy from church, & they kissed, but nothing more physical happened more than that. But this relationship ended & she really regrets knowing this guy one day. She also confessed to her father of confession about what happened.
I honestly totally forgive her, & I will never change the way I look at her, but it just pains me so much to imagine that one day a guy kissed her. This is because I truely love her & get jealous about her. I just don’t know how to extract that pain out of me. I just can’t sleep since she told me.
Can you please help me? Is there anything is can do? She is honestly the reason I’m living & I can’t love anything in life more than her.