to all my brothers and sisters PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME
i have a crush on this guy who is , for some complicated reasons, is leaving very soon and i might never see him again... i was one of the very few people who found out "early"... i promised him i wouldnt tell anyone so i cant even share this with my close friends but IM REALLY DEPRESSED!! i have exams coming up and yet i cant concentrate at school or home... I DONT WANT HIM TO LEAVE!!
i really like him but at the end of the day it's just a crush and im not a teenager who takes crush relationships so seriously.. they never make sense and most of the times they have very illogical aspects in them..
oh talking about this being illogical HE TREATS ME LIKE CRAP and yet i still like him... well this is how it was: he liked me while i didnt really like him,,, and then ther was a period of time wheer we both liked each other,,, and now i really like him but he seems to be over me... btw WE NEVER REALLY TOLD EACH OTHER THAT WE LIKE EACH OTHER... it was/is a pure egyptian teenage-crush-habbal.. where our closest moment was when we sat next to each other.. lol...
by saying he treats me like crap i just mean that he never calls when he promises to call and doesnt reply my msgs ..until i actually get really angry and THEN he decides to call... and he always has an excuse to everything that upsets me.. iv never heard that many excuses from ONE person in my life... after all this I STILL LIKE HIM!! issue is if he leaves and i still like him im gonna be in trouble!! i really need to get over him BEFORE HE GOES!! ny ideas??!! i kno this might sound like a habbal prob but to me it is a big issue and it does seem to be affecting me.. plz help or just tell me what u think