Ever since I was literally in JK, I've been anxious about school. I have the same feelings of anxiety about school now (4th year student in UNIVERSITY!), as I did then. I think I may have some sort of anxiety disorder at this point! I don't know where it comes from and I feel so crippled by it. I get so anxious that I avoid anything to do with school which in turn causes me more anxiety. I just don't know what to do.
How can I face my fears of failure and commitment? That's what I think it boils down to, I think I can't do it and I feel like I shouldn't even be in university, that I'm not smart enough or witty enough... I feel like everyone can see that I don't belong, even though I do pretty well I guess.
I don't know what my talent is yet, or maybe I'm just scared of using my talent? I don't know..all I know is the anxiety is kicking into high gear and I want this year to be different, any practical advice other than praying about it because I do.. I REALLY DO with all my heart.
thank you :)