I feel like lately i've drifted so far away from God, i've gotten into a lot of things and made stupid mistakes...
and become so materialistic and trying to please people and not God... and as a result I have no peace.
Even when I try to pray I feel anxious and shaky because i cannot calm down. I get tempted with all sorts of doubtful thoughts when I pray and as a result I just give up. I want to pray however i feel like i am so restless and i can't quiet myself even when I am by myself.
I feel so weak and idk how to fight this and to have peace
any suggestions are greatly appreciatedd
please pray for me and my weakness,