I'm going through a VERY difficult time in my life right now...so much so that I just don't want to be in this world anymore, and it pains me to say that. I KNOW that God doesn't allow anyone to be tested beyond their limit, but I think the problem lies in my faith...I don't think I truly BELIEVE it. That actually really scares me, it makes me possibly the biggest hypocrite of all time.
I'm in desperate need of your prayers guys and girls...pray that God gives me the strength and perserverence to endure these hardships and that I'm able to take a blessing from it.
I don't have time to go into the details of these problems just now, but I will go into it a little later. Just please pray REALLY hard for me, God bless each and every one of you.