This is not my favorite subject to talk about because I am having a hard time with it.
So, I realy need help....
I went through my first death in the family back in August...! He was and still is very close to my heart, I loved him like my dad! His yearly memorial is in 3 months...!
Since last august... I haven't recovered from his death!
I am a believer that things do happen for a reason, and God's wisdom is unquestionable and byound any Human Knowledge! and he does things for the best of interest for us.. and also, no one takes more than what it is written for him/her.
But i can't get over his death, I haven't taken what is inside of me out because I have to be strong for my mom... (She is his sister).
Everytime I remember memories, look back at family photos, watch family videos I alawys find myself crying.......
I realy want to get over my uncle's death, but i can't, I have TRIED..... and I couldn't!
Pray for me, and pray that god may rest his soul