I need prayers please. I feel like I am losing the tiny bit of spirituality that I have. I am trying to find reasons to not fast Wednesdays and Fridays anymore. I am trying to do what everyone else does with the excuse that it is not fair that I am the only one who is doing the right thing. What makes the situation worse, is that these thoughts only come when no one is watching. Like for example, I would never think of eating meat when I am hanging out with friends on Wednesdays or Fridays. It is like I worry about what people think more than what God thinks. Please remember me in your prayers that God may strengthen me through my temptation.