I work in a commission based job. My wife currently does not work, as we are expecting (through the grace of God) our first child. Lately work has been incredibly hard, nothing has been going my way.
It seems (at least in my head), any day I'm mad or upset with God I don't pray and work goes great, but whenever I pray it's just a disaster at work right now. I'm in danger of not being able to bring home a paycheck.
I know in my mind, my thinking is warped. My heart doesn't always listen. I just keep thinking I can't take care of my family now, how am I going to do when there's a little baby life involved too. Please does anyone have any thoughts or suggestions of passages or verses from the bible I can read to restore my faith. And give me hope?
Thank you all