I failed all 4 subjects in university (1st semester.. I only had did 4 subjects)
My marks were 17, 47, 37, 12
A 50 I think for all of them is a pass.. anything under is a fail...
So do you think I should get off tasbeha completely? and stop reading from the bible more than 1 chapter a day?
I was trying to follow something to read the whole bible in 1 year.. which maybe consists (?) of 2 or more chapters in a day and 2 or more chapters in the evening..
I also read spiritual books from time to time maybe alot even..because I felt miserable or something at times..
And I was going to church on saturday and sunday.. on saturday because of servant preparation..
Also do you think I should only go to church on saturdays now on.. but dont we have to keep the LORDS day on sunday?
Now I think my parents might think becoming "religious" was a bad idea for me..
I don't know if I will finish this course I got into.. My parents have spent so much money I think .. e.g paying for alot of tutoring..
And I am in a good course which I might get kicked out of..
I fear if I stop reading the bible and reading spiritual books I will fall back into major sins..
What should I do?
I REALLY NEED PEOPLES PRAYERS..
You people maybe can learn from my mistakes (?)