I am going through a rough period of loneliness right now. I never really had many friends for most of my life (I'm 19) so I am used to the feeling of being alone and I didn't really mind it but I feel really distressed right now. I had 2 really close friends but a few years ago, they broke off together away from me. Now, I got really close to one of them again but I feel like he is too busy to be my friend. I am a college freshman and he is a high school senior. He has many friends and I have none. I try to talk to him about things that I'm going through and he doesn't really listen. I try to hang out with him but he makes up excuses every week. I got so used to be alone and then I tasted friendship and now I want it. How do I stop being lonely? I know that I am never alone with God but I have been praying and crying every single night for the past week asking Him to take away that feeling from me but I still feel it every minute of my day. I love God but I need someone to speak to when I'm bored, someone to get advice from that is not Abouna. I am socially awkward and I am probably a bad friend but I don't know how to fix these. I appreciate your help.