Yup, I took a panorama of my head and body and I'm looking at myself in 3D and I'm not attractive, and thus no girl will find me attractive and I am forever alone. This sucks, a lot, and has turned me into a greedy, self-centered bastard now.
Smiling is hard for me, but i'll try, you're asking a very shy person to smile at random strangers anywhere I go, it's difficult but I will try it, might as well.
Just to note, I hate thinking people are bad and inferior... I hate that, so I will …
Okay, I'm fighting my first rounds of resistance to the happiness. I'm winning them as I am reinforcing my knowledge that people in general are so stupid, it's quite the fact. I am achieving very high results in university, it is those people, who d…
Mabsoota, Ray, Joshua, and all those who have helped me including PFM and Peter,
I am well-into day 3 of happiness right now. I have had several people help me and they really helped me well. I dedided the following. Girls aren't everything.
What…
On Friday, a tragic event had occured. I'm not going to speak about what has happened to me, but all at once I find myself overwhelmed to the point where I just give up:
- emotional stress
- emotional distress
- emotional panic
- emotional frustr…
Just an update... I'm losing it. On a scale of 1 to 1000 on happiness level I am literally at a 3, and I burst out crying at the most random of time anywhere I am. I've written 20,000 words on my case, if anyone is free to read them, be my guest, bu…
[quote author=mabsoota link=topic=14193.msg163276#msg163276 date=1360699872]
may God give u peace.
keep praying and going to church, even if you feel you are not worthy.
remember the church is a hospital for the sick, not a parade of the perfect pe…
Thank you for your words PFM, they are very touching. Yes, I see that, and I accept God's forgiveness. Now I'm actually focused on another issue in my life. Tackling the social issues step by step.
Peter, I will update you guys later next month on…
A post like this is only a mistake if it harms you in some way. You sought to be proactive. Sometimes an error can help us see what real issues are. Do not be too hard on yourself. A rested mind is sometimes a more productive mind. A happy person c…
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[quote author=So Minute, So Lonely, So Blue link=topic=13958.msg162613#msg162613 date=1357997409]
Does this go the other way around too? I'm sure there are lots of guys, …
I just realized how much I am screwed up. If you think you can help me, absolutely anyone, please send me a private message, I'd totally appreciate it.
[quote author=Remnkemi link=topic=14193.msg162934#msg162934 date=1358950231]
Do you realize your last message (especially "do something even more extreme and dangerous to my body" after a hunger strike) is the classical philosophy of anorexia and ot…
Yeah, I decided not to go cold in the weather after how cold this morning was. No way am I leaving a building without a heavy coat and heavy hat... ever.
I can eat nothing, I did that, it's my third day today, no problem.... but you're right about the nutrients which I need to operate. I feel lacking of those nutrients and I'm beginning to become bogged down. Typing this post is even difficult so I'l…
minstageel, I am 180 lbs, I think I have enough energy... and fat burns at a steadier rate, right?
Joshua, thank you for your encouraging words.
It's just so hard to fast when your mom makes chickens leg with wild potatoe. Water, water, water...…
[quote author=mabsoota link=topic=14169.msg162882#msg162882 date=1358716695]
i think what you should say, rather than 'i ruined my life' is 'i committed a much bigger sin than i thought i would and it seriously dented my pride and took away my hope'…
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Edit: And you know what, lettuce can go die alone in a hole. I'm going to stop eating and see how long I can last, I'll only drink water.
Hey!
Don't!
You need to get a gr…
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[quote author=mabsoota link=topic=14169.msg162838#msg162838 date=1358506722]
great answer mnc_hnn!
:)
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You're too kind
Dear so and so and so,
(Your name is too …
By the way, my advice was definitely 'full of myself'. You just can't stop masturbating, I know it doesn't work that way because I was subject to that problem before but I denied it, and thought it was no problem for about eight years. I am now chan…
Man, I pray for you. At least you didn't ruin your life. At least you have a life and at least people talk to you. At least you know how to talk to people. I'm none of the above, so consider yourself really lucky. I just got out of a bad mindstate a…
Thank you for your prayers! Already I am beginning to feel my twisted and broken members are becoming soldered together with the soldering of the Lord!
Wait, you're supposed to fast (not eating at all) all day on wednesdays and fridays? Now, we're talking! That's my style. I barely eat all week! Yes! It's like I'm a saint now. But I'm not, boohoo, I'll go dig myself a hole and hide in it now.
Does this go the other way around too? I'm sure there are lots of guys, like me, who are socially inadequate, and cannot talk to girls... or it's just me. Yup, definitely just me! Of cooooourse it's just me. Back to studying and then doing more stud…
[quote author=✞ GoDLovesME ✞ link=topic=14071.msg162301#msg162301 date=1356827683]
i totally agree with Copticandproud that u should stop caring about how people see u or think about u.. and that is from experience that the way u gonna see urself pe…