I thought a lot before posting this, but at the end I decided to just let it out & post.
I'm 28 male, working as an engineer, & well established in the country that I live in. My problem is related to finding a good spiritual girl for marriage.
Approximately 4 years ago, I was in love with a girl from church, & we decided to get married, but at the last minute she told me that she no longer has feelings for me. We broke up at this point, & I felt extremely hurt after it. Anyway...life got on, & after 2 years I got engaged to a girl from Egypt. Same thing happened again, & we broke up.
At the moment I feel extremely lonely, sad, frustrated, I feel that I really want a relationship, I want to get married & have kids. All my friends already got married, most of them have kids. I hate the feeling of being in a different phase than them. Do not get me wrong, I don't want to get married to just copy them, I actually want to get married because I'm truly in need for marriage & a relationship. I trust in God's wisdom & that He will send me the right person at the right time. But currently I feel like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I also don't know what to do, I attended many conventions to get to know people but again that didn't work. Does anyone know what I should do? Any of you feel the same sometimes? Please let me know what you think