I recently realized that I have a serious problem. I feel as if I'm not happy with my life. I'm not enjoying it. I keep losing loved ones and my friends drift away from me. I know the root of this problem is that my relationship with God is not strong, but as i search for happiness, I always find myself talking to another guy. The more i get to know one the more i grow to like them and feelings get involved. That's when i feel happy. What should i do ?