SuperMAN will take off his cape, he is too tired to save the world!
I'm writing due to my despair of thinking and not reaching what I wish for, I leave it for the will of God, but until when? when is God going to finally answer my prayer... I've hurt people, I've walked over people, I'm one of the worst people in this world... all I seek is forgiveness from people, I feel like I've done so much wrong against everyone, even the ones that loved me the most!
I was an animal... a monster... a person as called by many, with no soul! I've hurt people physically and emotionally, and I used to enjoy every moment of it... but I cannot take it, as much as I am succeeding in everything I due, through the help of our Savior, but its still as open wounds open on my body, the devil is rubbing to remind me of how low I once was!
I'm sorry to open up, but I didn't know where else to go, for everywhere I'm SuperMan, I cannot take my cape off, because people will come for help from me, but I just want to seek help once!
I want to get over these thoughts... I want to forget this world, I want to forget all of the pain I caused to people... and all the pain I caused to myself... I want to forget!!! but this, God does not want to allow yet, and I know He has a plan out of it... but I just... don't want to hurt anymore!