I life in Europe and I have a best friend.
We have been known each other for about 4 years now and we sing together in the church. She is 19 and I 17. She is half egyptian and half european. We are always together in church.
The problem is, the last period my friend is behaving blunt and unpretty to me and she behave like she knows and is everything and is too busy to only say 'hi' to anyone, (however she always hang around with her friends of school who she know for a long time, but who are not christians, and for her best friend from church she haven't even time to talk to,)
characteristic of me is that I am quite sentimental/emotional and I love people fast, but another feature of me is that I'm soon jealous. But last time I spoke to her on msn messenger and I said: hey, I wanna talk 2 u. Do u miss me? Instead she said "hi dear' or something, she says: "I don't have time to miss anyone. I: "But it's a feeling. (you don't have to do something). She: I have to much to do, you need time for that. I: but I have also not much time (I am in last year of highschool, so very busy) and nevertheless I miss you. Don't u have time to talk to me? She: First, I work 8 hours a day. I: but you are online now too She: because I have to make a exercise (don't know what, coz she yet isn't begin with college).
I: with who? She:with nobody, but my msn is just open. I: so if it's open you can talk to me.
She: Alright, then I will close it now, okay?!
Then she closed the chat in my face. I don't understand, what I have done wrong?? I though about it a lot and I know u first have to search the fault in yourself, but I still don't understand. If I'm wrong, I try to say Sorry, you're right. But She never confess her faults and always thinks it's the other who is wrong. I don't want judge someone, but in my opinion she is quite arrogant and proud. She always behave and says things like she is everything.
I CAN NOT STAND IT ANYMORE! And other times I call her always and she never calls me, very sometimes she sent me a message, but that's it. And when I say to her, I don't feel good what u are doing, she said "you are oversentimental and it's sometimes very annoying." Okay, I am emotional, but what I have to do? Must I have a heart of stone?! It's just me. ???
I don't know what to do know, appologise to her? (however I still don't know, what I have done wrong). Or what? (i know she never is gonna tell sorry, she just wait until the other person is coming to her).
And she is my best friend (however I feel last period she isn't such a good friend) and I don't have many friends and she is often the only person with who I really hang around in the church. In school I don't have much friends ( only 2, 3), cause they are so not my typ. (European, not coptic or something). It really hurt me. :( And also I want to know, how to make friends, coz I am quite shy to begin a conversation or if I don't am shy, I don't know what to say. and I have so little confidence in myself..
ANy help please?
God bless, pray 4 me