i met this girl on christmas night in church she is a muslim turning christian and from the start we clicked and liked each other alot. now its only 19 days we know each other cause today is the 25th
so we liked each other alot so i know this is not right but 2 saturdays ago she kissed me and i went along with it.
her ex hurt her so bad he cursed her he threatned her and gave her alot of grief on her situation of converting cause he is a muslim.
so i tried to play super hero i called her things like baby and all these words lol.
so after she kissed me i was freaked out so i did not say anything cause i was afraid to lose her as a person in general cause of her past i felt bad for her
i did not want her to think every guy is the same so i tried to play hero so then she told me i think you are moving to fast.
so me like the zaki man i am lol told her you are just like every girl you are a heart breaker promise you wont speak to me again.
so then i said all those things the next day she blocks me of her phone but the reason this happened in the first place was cause
i was afraid to tell her hey you are moving to fast .she said things like you are sweet funny cute have the whole package.and we will know after 5 months or a year if you are the one for me and that will our wedding be big.
so it was my fault i did not say nothing cause i was afraid of hurting her cause of her past i hate to hurt people..
so after i told her all these thngs she told me i am like her ex.
the thing is i never asked her out and we were always friends i never tried to make it more but i just felt bad for her cause of her situaiton
so then i speak to abouna i tell him these things i said i want to grow with her as a friend and get to know her better cause i like this girl alot she is so nice and so smart and sweet
remember all this happened cause i was afraid to tell her all this and now like she said i can never see you more then a friend but all these things she said were no more then 4 days ago that she told me
a day before this happened she told me that she likes me and she will know with in 5 months to a year if i am the one
uggh i need help and i want to grow with her can some one help me please i spoke to abouna he said give it time
but like i cant stand myself since this happened can some one help me please i want to fix things like this is a big misunderstanding