I don't even know where to start... Has anybody else had those moments where it seems like there's no hope? Like, you know that God is there and you know that He is more than willing to help you, but for some reason, you value the world over Him. I've run into some battles and it seems like I lose every time. Then after I lose, I pray (and during the battle and tribulation, I never pray or read the Bible which I know is wrong but I'm so caught up in the battle) and I ask for forgiveness and I try to repent. It seems like its within the next hour that I've lost again. I don't know what to do. I'm not gonna give up, but I know that by doing this, I'm hurting Him. I've realized that He is truly the only One that truly loves me, but I get so distracted in life and it seems that the world is my true treasure- I don't want it to be though. I need to change my life; I just don't know how. Please help.