That's kind of scary..
I didn't even know that existed, yet I recognise it so prominently in myself. That always happens, and I can't say I enjoy it.. For instance, today, I heard a song on the bus that seemed to be new to me.. I shortly realised i was singing along in my head. A song I didn't recognise, I don't know who sings it, I don't what it's called, I wouldn't even be able to remember it now.. But it's in there, it's stored inside and I didn't even know it was there..
Who can keep up ?
Scary, but inevitable. We have to make these discoveries in order to fight them, and in doing so, come one step closer to Jesus.
Though a young mind still has to wonder.. will this self-discovery ever end? I mean, sin never seems to end, even if one overcomes one sin, a new sin comes along and hides in a dark corner.. until light is shed upon it.. one fights it.. overcomes it..
It's like, what's the point of trying to stop a train if you know it will continue its motion forever? I mean, though slowing it down may seem like it helps, it really doesn't, because no matter what you do, it will inevitably continue..