My life seems to get worse each day. Sometimes i lose hope and feel that God is punishing me for all the wrong i have done in my life. Now i am getting to the stage of retaliating and dont see anyway out! Ive spoken to my FOC and he said that i have not yet found comfort in my tribulations. I cannot see any comfort at all in my tribulations apart from the fact that i know God will fight my wars for me. I wish someone could impart some wise words that may change my way of thinking. Sometimes i think life is not worth living but that is considered blasphemy aginst the Holy Spirit, therefore, i cannot think in that way.
Please pray for me and help me out here guys!!