I don't understand. I don't think I am hideous, not speaking out of vanity. I am kind, I don't boast, I am polite, I am very sociable. Yet, no man has approached me.
I am 23, and I have never been approached by a man in Church. I don't want to have to think that my only option is to go online and look for a man, but, I feel like that is the case, because apparently, no one expresses interest in me. I can't help but get jealous when a girl from my church flashes her new engagement ring, a girl who is even 2-3 years younger than me, when I should feel happy for her. But, I wish I was like them. I feel like people hate me at Church, like I'm this repulsive thing.
I don't want to be single at 40. This is my biggest fear.