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I have reached a point beyond forgiveness and I''m so depressed, scared and disgusted with myself.
You could not imagine the life I've led. I knew God and grew up in a good family which makes it worse.
every sin you can imagine I have committed more than once.
The worst part is I didn't care. I have also become a mean, nasty human. I bullied someone and they committed suicide 1.5 yrs later.
I also made people sin by making them hate each other, get angry and stop talking to each other.
I know there is never going to be forgivness for me as I caused someone to commit suicide and lose their soul and also caused so many other to continue to sin and lose their forgiveness by not forgiving others.
How do I continue living now. I want to commit suicide but I'm scared but im going crazy at the same time being here,,,,,,,,,,, please help me