Help!
I do not have a personal relationship with God what so ever and i don't know how to fix it. I love God and i know He has done some amazing things in my life but i only turn to Him when i need something and then when i don't get it or something doesn't go my way i get pissed. There has been a lot of stuff going on in my life that has caused me to turn away from the church and personally when i was younger. I don't know what to do about. And yes i have a FOC but to be completely honest i don't tell him everything and I've even lied to him before. I know i have this huge hole in my heart that only God can fill and i don't know how to let Him do that so I've been seeking attention from other things and turning to earthly things. I know the answer I'm going to get is to pray but i don't know how to pray it fills empty to me. i see people that have so much love for God and i hear all these stories of how people have found God and they are so happy and i want that. Ive prayed I've cried and screamed to have this and i still feel empty! I don't know what to do. I'm scared. i don't want to feel like this anymore.
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