Hi all, over the past few months a lot has changed. I started college, my two older siblings have found their future spouses and are getting married, and my parents are giving them all the attention. I'm not denying their love at all, because I know they love me and are paying for my education, but that's not the point of this thread. With everything changing around me, as well as me growing, I have realized that I don't have anyone I can call a friend. I'm not saying I am socially awkward or antisocial, because I am in clubs in school and I do stay after church and hang out with the people from my church regularly. But at the end of the day, I don't have anyone in my life that I see worth keeping around. No one wants to be intimate with me. Sometimes my friends ignore me, or be mean to me. Maybe I have high standards for a friend. Maybe I'm jsut not likable person. whatever it is, I would like to know what I can read or listen to to help me cheer up, because it kills me waking up in the morning and realizing I don't have anyone.
I know I have Christ in my life, and he can serve as my best friend, but I am not in that spiritual level to think that way yet.