I have been having this issue for quite some time now. I love the church and my life basically is either school or church. Honestly, the only place that i go other than my house is church. So i think you guys get the idea of how much I try to be involved in church. Now i didn't say this to brag or anything, but i promise it leads into what I am going to say.
Now that I have established that, I feel like, I only like church for church and not God. It's kind of weird I understand but i am going to be honest. I go to church because I think that I like the services and the hymns more than I love God. Let me rephrase that a little. I like to learn so many things to help me praise God, but I can't love Him.
It's like knowing somebody your whole life, and then you realize that you in reality didn't know Him. I don't know how to love God. Yes, He has done so many things for me, and there have been weeks where i felt very close, but I feel like i don't know Him and sometimes I feel like He doesn't love me even though i know it isn't true but i can't convince myself because i don't really know Him.
Any advice or comments and criticisms are greatly wanted and appreciated. Thanks guys.