Hey guys, I have been having bad pains in my chest and other places and I have had more than 8 doctors and specialists check on me and had numerous tests done and everything and everybody says I m alright.
I cant stand my condition anymore because it has been more than 4 months. It has greatly affected my spiritual life. At first I welcomed it as a chance to build my patience and perseverance but now I have become cranky all the time as some members on this site have noticed and I question if God really loves me.
I totally believe that God loves me but there are times in which contrary thoughts manifest in my mind.
In the end, no matter how good of a doctor someone is, only my Creator, the Great Physician can heal me and I have been praying a lot on this issue and it has gotten better but is still very much of a burden.
I really need your guys' prayers. Thank you and hopefully God will have mercy on His pitiful and sinful servant.