The last couple of days have been pretty hard for me. Mostly because bad thoughts have been creeping in my mind, most times causing me to sin. I try to stay away as much as i can, but the thoughts always overcome me. I'm too weak to overcome my thoughts. When i finally snap out of my thoughts and sin, I feel like pulling my hair out, and I ask myself "how can I do this??!!!". I have discussed it with my FOC, he told me to ignore them. But i feel i need to find a way to step over the sin and over my thoughts and control them instead of them controlling me. I always tell myself I'm a sinner, i confess VERY frequently with repentance, I always go to church and partake of the Holy Sacraments. But i never have the slightest feeling of them going away. Where ever I go, whatever I do, whatever time or whatever place they follow me. Forgive me for this super long post but I need help. Please bear with my weakness.
The weakest of all,
✞Je Nai Nan✞