as you all know i was very depressed yesterday, because i am having huge problems and i know blessed are those who have these problems but i must add also i am human so i am at fault for alot of feelings of anger and hurt i have in me, to start of i am deeply in love with this girl and her and i have been in a relationship for 5 months as you know her, a member of this website her name is marheel, i love her dearly as she has helped me move closer to the lord, her mom found out about our relationship and has ordered her not to ever talk to me but we are truley in love. honestly before we did not make the lord the center of our relatonship but now we are working toward that, i must say i know this sounds like i am putting marheel before the lord but without her i would not be here today she has helped me out so much i owe her my life, so now her and i are working toward the lord
i am a former muslim and she has supported me all the way through but recently her mom and friends have basically not approved of me because i am a former muslim, and she thinks this is gods will so i ask is gods will judgment of myself cause i use to be a muslim?
and this has made me very very hurt and upset so i even spoke to abouna about it i told him i deal with backlash as soon as they find out i am a former muslim they have a big huge red flag up before they even get to know me they pass judgement in the begging when only the lord can judge,
i pray and now i am reading the bible online more as i can not have the bible in my house due to muslim parents.
i believe in true love is out of fear fear of losing true love, no christ no love no love no christ i live by this
marheel has been here for me since day one as we met on this website she helped me in prayer to over come my problems.
i am very sad cause her mom and friends do not approve of me just cause i use to be muslim. and now everyone thinks just cause i use to be muslim it is not gods will.
does god not order us to be out of humilty to pray take communion to love one anthor here i am taking racism from people just cause i am a former muslim
i know what is going on in egypt for years is the cause of this even here in american coptics face hardships but i am a coptic christian and i am proud
i believe that only god judges and his will is through prayers and following his commands and rules cause i trust in the lord and truley heard the voice that marheal is the one for me
as now we are bringing each other closer to christ he is the center of the relitonship now
i just am so hurt by people judging me cause i use to be muslim i did not come out my moms stomach saying make me muslim
can anyone offer insight and opinion on this please thank you
sorry to bore you with a book god bless all of you :D
also love is from God and the way we love others must reflect His character. If it doesn't reflect His character we distort the image we are to portray of Him! not what one judges of me