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      <title>Can Abouna...?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2883/can-abouna</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 11 Dec 2005 23:55:36 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>Coptic21</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[Hey all...its been agggeess since i&#39;ve been here, i just finished my final exams and i graduated from high school...so now I&#39;M FREE!!! anywayz...my questions is....can Abouna ban someone from having Holy Communion? and if he can...wat r sum reasons why he would do that...? and also i need someone to explain to me wat EXACTLY &quot;Worship to the Ground&quot; is and wat is the purpose of it??? <br />Thanx<br /><br />God Bless<br />Coptic21]]></description>
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      <title>seeking encouragment bible verses</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2851/seeking-encouragment-bible-verses</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 04 Dec 2005 23:36:08 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>christ_lover</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[ <br />                                                               +<br /> <br />ÇäÇ ÇáÑÈ Çáåß ÇáããÓß Èíãíäß ÇáÞÇÆá áß áÇ ÊÎÝ ÇäÇ ÇÚíäß<br />can someone who knows arabic read this and help me to find it in the bible i want to know where i can find this verse in the bible <br />thanks guys  <br />remember me in ur prayer   <br />]]></description>
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      <title>Judges</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2896/judges</link>
      <pubDate>Tue, 13 Dec 2005 22:59:07 +0000</pubDate>
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      <description><![CDATA[Okay, what does it signify when it states:  <i>&quot;. . .Ehud the son of Gera, the Benjamite, a left-handed man.&quot;  (Judges 3:15)</i><br /><br />I&#39;m not confused as to what the verse means since it&#39;s simply fact..just wondering if &quot;left-handed man&quot; would have any meaning or significance.]]></description>
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      <title>what really is the true meaning of Christmas?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2917/what-really-is-the-true-meaning-of-christmas</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 17 Dec 2005 22:43:38 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>tonybeniamin</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[christmas is supposed to be a holiday to celebrate and rejoice for our lord Jesus Christ&#39;s birth. not to get presents and have a nice dinner. its a time to get with your family and talk about the lord and go to church. i know for sure at least myself i look forward to christman for the presents when i was little. but now its time to grow up because the time is coming when god will come dow from heaven and judge the living and the dead.]]></description>
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      <title>Virgin Mary vs. Zachariah the Priest</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2922/virgin-mary-vs-zachariah-the-priest</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 18 Dec 2005 13:14:26 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>sarra123</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[hey<br />Zacharia the Priest, father of John the Baptist, questioned the Angel Gabriel when he was informed of the birth of John, and recieved his punishment accordingly. However, the Holy Virgin Mary also questioned the Angel Gabriel. Why is it that Zacharia recieved punishment but St.Mary did not?  ]]></description>
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      <title>Big sin/Small sin</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2884/big-sin-small-sin</link>
      <pubDate>Mon, 12 Dec 2005 08:05:28 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>Coptic21</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[hey again....is there such thing in our faith regarding the magnitude of a sin...if that makes sense...like...can u say for example...a lie is a small sin...but disobeying ur parents is an even bigger sin...or is it...a sin is a sin...there is no such thing as a sin bigger than another!?!?!?! u guys know wat i mean...?<br /><br />God Bless<br />Coptic21]]></description>
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      <title>More Exodus problems for me</title>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 26 Nov 2005 23:58:21 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mikeforjesus</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[I want an explanation of this<br />Exodus 21<br /> 7 “And if a man sells his daughter to be a female slave, she shall not go out as the male slaves do. 8 If she does not please her master, who has betrothed her to himself, then he shall let her be redeemed. He shall have no right to sell her to a foreign people, since he has dealt deceitfully with her. <br /><br /><br /><br />and this<br /><br />9 And if he has betrothed her to his son, he shall deal with her according to the custom of daughters.<br /><br /><br />And this<br /><br />20 “And if a man beats his male or female servant with a rod, so that he dies under his hand, he shall surely be punished. 21 Notwithstanding, if he remains alive a day or two, he shall not be punished; for he is his property. <br /><br />punished with death? and I dont understand verse 21 I think.. if who remains alive? the master or the servant? and why is the person not punished (I think its the master?) just explain both these verses in general if you can.<br /><br />And this<br /><br />22 “If men fight, and hurt a woman with child, so that she gives birth prematurely, yet no harm follows, he shall surely be punished accordingly as the woman’s husband imposes on him; and he shall pay as the judges determine. 23 But if any harm follows, then you shall give life for life, 24 eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot, 25 burn for burn, wound for wound, stripe for stripe.<br />26 “If a man strikes the eye of his male or female servant, and destroys it, he shall let him go free for the sake of his eye. 27 And if he knocks out the tooth of his male or female servant, he shall let him go free for the sake of his tooth.<br /><br />Is that enough to just let him go free? he has no eye now I think? and if the baby has no eye , will they take out this persons eye who was the cause of it?<br /><br /><br />And this<br /><br />28 “If an ox gores a man or a woman to death, then the ox shall surely be stoned, and its flesh shall not be eaten; but the owner of the ox shall be acquitted. 29 But if the ox tended to thrust with its horn in times past, and it has been made known to his owner, and he has not kept it confined, so that it has killed a man or a woman, the ox shall be stoned and its owner also shall be put to death. 30 If there is imposed on him a sum of money, then he shall pay to redeem his life, whatever is imposed on him. 31 Whether it has gored a son or gored a daughter, according to this judgment it shall be done to him. 32 If the ox gores a male or female servant, he shall give to their master thirty shekels of silver, and the ox shall be stoned.<br /><br />Is the servants life worth less then?<br /><br />33 “And if a man opens a pit, or if a man digs a pit and does not cover it, and an ox or a donkey falls in it, 34 the owner of the pit shall make it good; he shall give money to their owner, but the dead animal shall be his.<br /><br />Doesnt that mean you can get away with killing someone elses animal if you have the money to pay for it? maybe the owner loves the animal more than any amount of money.. <br /><br />]]></description>
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      <title>Does God ever answer an unbelievers prayer?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2897/does-god-ever-answer-an-unbelievers-prayer</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:33:52 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mikeforjesus</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[If you dont know and you are going to see a priest soon can you please ask him for me? and maybe you should tell the priest to think about it.<br /><br />There is one prayer from an unbeliever that It seems to me God would answer ... &quot;God if you exist please help me to believe in You and Your Son&quot;<br />]]></description>
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      <title>right or left thief?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2901/right-or-left-thief</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 17:05:10 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>Youstina S</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[hey guys...it was recently brought to my attention that the Bible doesnt state whether Jesus forgave the right or the left thief on the cross. if you look in any of the gospels it doesnt indicate.<br /><br />So my question is, how then did we arrive to the conclusion that it was the right thief on the cross who asked for forgiveness and not the left thief?<br /><br />NOP+<br />Youstina S]]></description>
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      <title>Mary M.</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2898/mary-m</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 10:46:51 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mnc_hnn</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[hey i saw that website : <a href="http://www.lisashea.com/hobbies/art/marymagdalene.html" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">http://www.lisashea.com/hobbies/art/marymagdalene.html</a><br /><br />and it&#39;s saying that Mary Magdalene <span>wasn&#39;t</span> a prostitute and i&#39;m so confused now...<br /><br />is there any evidence like a verse from the bible?]]></description>
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      <title>How much is a talent of pure gold in dollars?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2889/how-much-is-a-talent-of-pure-gold-in-dollars</link>
      <pubDate>Mon, 12 Dec 2005 21:02:02 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mikeforjesus</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[Exodus 37:24<br /><br />I think im just curious.. but it might help me...<br /><br />Also how much angels do you think are in a legion if that makes sense.. 6000?  10,000? , something else?<br /><br />If this isnt the right forum for this topic someone can put it in another forum?<br />]]></description>
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      <title>i need some verses from the bible</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2334/i-need-some-verses-from-the-bible</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 21 Aug 2005 19:39:50 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>Roaming</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[my parents told me the other day that sometimes they dont go to church becuase my sisters will sleep and they get tired and i told them we have to make time to got o church reguarlary espcially on thre ashiya of saint mary&#39;s feast and i want some verses out of the bible on this stuff do you lnow were i can find this stuff?<br /><br />they also say im goign against therye will becuase i told them GOD is first and then what ever comes after, i admit i didn&#39;t respect their opinion but my priest always told me when it comes to this stuff GOD is first and only God<br />i look forward to your answers<br />]]></description>
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      <title>Who was Cain's wife?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2862/who-was-cain-s-wife</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 07 Dec 2005 21:55:47 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>Christ4Life</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[Exactly my question. Eve only had Cain, Abel, and Seth as far as Genesis goes.]]></description>
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      <title>Belief</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2324/belief</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 18 Aug 2005 18:04:54 +0000</pubDate>
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      <description><![CDATA[well, this is a great question I was just wondering? would you say, yes I do believe and Rebana yasemhak or would you say No, I don'e!]]></description>
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      <title>Suicide Confidentiality?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2813/suicide-confidentiality</link>
      <pubDate>Mon, 28 Nov 2005 22:32:37 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mikeforjesus</dc:creator>
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      <title>Jesus's life</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/125/jesus-s-life</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 21 Mar 2004 15:15:12 +0000</pubDate>
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      <description><![CDATA[I AM DOING AN ASSIGNMEN ON JESUS&#39;S LIFE, PLZ TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD INCLUDE AND WHAT NOT TO.<br /><br />IF ALL GOES WELL IT MIGHT BE POSTED, AWAITING ONE&#39;S COMMENTS]]></description>
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      <title>True good monk and soccer</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2870/true-good-monk-and-soccer</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 00:21:19 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mikeforjesus</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[Do you think monks would play soccer well or even participate much since it doesnt seem to me they would have the desire to prove themselves and it seems they might kick the ball a few times but not much participation after that..<br /><br />I ask this question I think because thats how I am... maybe im lazy but even still would it be right to want to show off the whole time? <br /><br />Or is competition sometimes good? but I think it would lead to pride and possibly anger?<br />]]></description>
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      <title>Matins Readings Interpretation</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2857/matins-readings-interpretation</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 07 Dec 2005 10:25:36 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>athana_philla</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[Yesterdays vesper gospel really scared me. Can anyone provide me an interpretation? First I had a hard time believing it was in the new testament. Well here is part of it.<br /><br />Matthew 10:34-42<br />&quot;Do not think that I came to bring peace on earth. I did not come to bring peace but a sword. 35&quot;For I have come to &#39;set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law&#39;; 36&quot;and &#39;a man&#39;s enemies will be those of his own household.&#39; 37&quot;He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me. And he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me. 38&quot;And he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me. 39&quot;He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it. ...&quot;<br /><br />In particular I dont get the sword part,...<br /><br />Thanks,<br />Athanasius]]></description>
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      <title>Do not speak...</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2524/do-not-speak</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 25 Sep 2005 10:25:40 +0000</pubDate>
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      <description><![CDATA[Proverbs 23:9<br />Do not speak in the hearing of a fool, for he will despise te wisdom of your words.<br /><br />So how should we take this verse?<br />Who shud be considered a fool?<br />In matthew 5: 22, it says if u says u fool to ur brother, u&#39;ll be in danger of hell fire..<br /><br />so how shud we take this verse, cuz we also must preach to non belivers, but they are not fools either... just in the dark]]></description>
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      <title>The blindness of the DaVinci code</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2761/the-blindness-of-the-davinci-code</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 12 Nov 2005 12:11:51 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>StVictor</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[The DiVinci code it a book written based on a false and innaccurate foundation.<br /><br />It basically states that Jesus had a daughter named Sarah of Egypt with Mary Magdalene. The book misinterprets the Bible and is mostly based on French myth. <br /><br />Some people actually believe in this nonsense. <br /><br />Speak your mind regarding this.  ]]></description>
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      <title>How do you know if something is New Age or not</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2809/how-do-you-know-if-something-is-new-age-or-not</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2005 23:17:02 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mikeforjesus</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[I want to download this program as im really bad at arabic (It might not help much anyway but I want to try) but I tend to think most things are new age these days.<br /><a href="http://www.byki.com/byki_descr.shtml" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">http://www.byki.com/byki_descr.shtml</a>]]></description>
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      <title>Contradiction in Corinthians...</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/164/contradiction-in-corinthians</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 17 Apr 2004 08:04:06 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>SunBabyNJ</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[I&#39;m hoping someone can help me figure out why certain parts of the Bilble seem to contradict each other. For example: <br /><br />&quot;And a woman who has a husband who does not believe, if he is willing to live with her, let her not divorce him. For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband; otherwise your children would be unclean, but now they are holy.&quot;<br />Corinthians 7:13-15<br /><br />...but then...<br /><br />&quot;Do not be unequally yoked together with unbelievers.  For what fellowship has righteousness with lawlessness? And what communion has lightness with darkness? And what accord has Christ with Belial? Or what part has a believer with an unbeliever?&quot;<br />2 Corinthians 6:14-16<br /><br />In the world that we live in now, it&#39;s often difficult to segregate and commune with just the &quot;believers.&quot; And then reading both verses (and ironically both Corinthians) leaves me a bit confused as to which is the preferred course of action; favored in God&#39;s eyes. <br /><br />..I know &quot;PrincessMary&quot; will have a great answer  ;)<br /><br />Chris<br /><br /><br />]]></description>
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      <title>The Armenian Genocide</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2792/the-armenian-genocide</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 11:18:02 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>StVictor</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[What do you guys think?<br /><br /><br />]]></description>
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      <title>u no bout selah too?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2795/u-no-bout-selah-too</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 16:00:43 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mnc_hnn</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[i read in some book that selah in psalms mazameer were not just normal instramental bits, they were put to make u feel what u say like read each psalm and come to where it says &quot;selah&quot; and u will find that it is in the places where it get u to really think emotionally <br /><br />i can&#39;t really remember but it was in one of H.H.Pope Shenoda&#39;s books]]></description>
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      <title>Protestant Reformation</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2797/protestant-reformation</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2005 22:37:07 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>RaviZacharias</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[Since the Protestant Reformation began, I think there has been too many people who are overanalyzing the Bible and they are all attempting to preach to the world about their beliefs. In cases such as these, how do we know which reformers to believe and which have a complete misunderstanding of the Bible?]]></description>
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      <title>When?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2732/when</link>
      <pubDate>Mon, 07 Nov 2005 04:51:37 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>Coptic21</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[When will God ever stop testing our faith? When will God be persuaded of our love for Him? Or will this testing last forever?<br /><br />God Bless<br />Coptic21]]></description>
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      <title>Coptic Orthodox vs Greek Orthodox?</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2793/coptic-orthodox-vs-greek-orthodox</link>
      <pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 14:03:42 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>topdawg</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[I had a conversation with a priest from a greek orthodox church and he asked me what church I went to, I told him I go to a coptic orthodox church. He told me that the coptic church back than was ex communicated from the orthodox church based on a certain confusion between the churches. He said the copts used to believe that Jesus and God and the holy spirit were just one and not 3 combined in one. He also stated thats why the copts used to make the sign of the cross with one finger and not like the other orthodox churches with 3 fingers combined in one. It seems confusing to me does anyone have information about this subject and the history so that we may get a clear understanding of this whole situation. Does anyone have clear documented information about this whole situation and the status now, cause this seems like a big deal to be excommunicated from the orthodox church.<br /><br />Thanks<br /><br /><br />C<br /> ???]]></description>
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      <title>can they see us???</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2760/can-they-see-us</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 12 Nov 2005 04:48:29 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>Coptic21</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[hello all..... my question is....those who enter the Kingdom of Heaven....can they see us as God Himself can? <br /><br />God Bless<br />Coptic21]]></description>
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      <title>God's Will</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/2347/god-s-will</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 25 Aug 2005 22:21:19 +0000</pubDate>
      <dc:creator>mina_84</dc:creator>
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      <description><![CDATA[<br /> I always wonder how i would know God&#39;s will in my life...<br /> Sometimes i think that just waiting for a solution is negative attitude, even though many saints have submitted their entire Life to God and were blessed. So i am kind of confused when I should  act and when I should let God direct my life ]]></description>
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      <title>guy with major girl trouble. HELP!!</title>
      <link>https://tasbeha.org/community/discussion/1634/guy-with-major-girl-trouble-help</link>
      <pubDate>Fri, 20 May 2005 02:54:40 +0000</pubDate>
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      <description><![CDATA[i was very close to a girl and we were together. we were very much in love or maybe it was somthing we thought was love. i guess things jsut happend and she lost this love for me. i didnt stop caring about her in that special way but she did. to make a long story short we went from going out, to friends, to barely friends. she was the one who started to pull away from the last time we hung out while together. physical things happened nd we got into an agrument nd made up that night. so she pulled away. started hangin out with another guy. she was keeping it from me  for some reason. i really think that by now there is somthing going on. its been a month. she doesnt mention him at all the very few times we speak. she has become very cold and mean at times. i guess im not a complete angel either. i pulled away once i saw her pulling away. i too acted shady. she broke down in tears nd told me why i was doing this. i told her my father of confession told me to forget aout her i must distance my self for a while then friendship can be pursued. not right out of a relationship. friendship is really hard right after. so i sopped being distant. a while later we were talkin and the topic of our relationship came up. she asked me to open up nd tell her wat i was feeling. told her i was really hurt nd felt it was unfair. that made her feel bad. she hung up and ignored me for a while. she wanted me to call her and appologize but i didnt. i spitefully ignored her. (my friend&#39;s advice: bad advice)<br />abouna had somthing completely different planned. i had to be a casual friend to her. no briging up the situation anymore. so i called and basically said sorry nd begged her to forgive me becase she was really upset. said i wanted to be friends. she said that she doesnt think it would be possible. later that night we talked some more online. she understood me wrong nd thought i said i used her physical stuff. i dunno how she understood that but she said i didnt ever love her but lusted for her and she spazzed out and cursed at me for this. not hearing me out then left. i feel she is trying to find as many flaws in the relatinship as possible. she thought i liked the physical things we did. that was a big misundstanding. but it changed things alot. she later told me she cryed all night. why, wen she doesnt wanna be with me ever again, stil cry over me. he friend said she isnt over me. but im absolutely sure she is pursuing somone else or viceaversa.  i was lied to. she told me she didnt need a boyfriend but a friend. yet she is pursuing somone else. she alsot said that we should open our hearts to other ppl. all in all, things came out of my control and i didnt handle the sitution properly at times i let it get worse. and now we barely talk. she has a life of her own and so do i. i stil think about it way too much and its serioulsy affecting my life, skool work and future. ive talked to friends, abouna, and read books about gettin over a relationship in which i was soo very emotinally attached. how did she get so unattached so quickly. is her aspiration with somone else fueling her detachment from me? i dunno. i prayed about it alot and my father of confession told me such a person that causes a disturbance in my life very clearly means its not God&#39;s will. i say this to my self alot. the whole relationship was not right. not pure. but how do i stop thinking about it. how can i forget about her. i mean it really hurts that she moved on so quickly. does that mean her love for me wasnt true? or did she jsut get fed up with the sin. or was she just bored and wanted somthing and somone new. i love her but she confuses me. i dont think she knows wat she wants. watever i did, i may have made things worse. i think she hates me now.  she has a right to though. i was a bad to her at times. well i guess all that doesnt matter now. things wont ever be the same. i know its all God&#39;s will. but i know there is absolutley no hope anymore. even abouna said most of the times these young relationships never make it. i konw im dumb for trying to still hold on to it in my heart. well im 19 and its my first experience. its not her first relationship. alright thanks for listening. ask me to elaborate on anything that isnt clear. thanks everyone <b>pray for my weakness</b>   ]]></description>
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