everytime i read a story about a saint, i think to myself "wow i wish i could do that". once, i read the life of pope kyrillos the 6th and it inspired me to live a holy life. however, i love the thought of having a wife and children and living with my family and close to my relatives and i don't wish to leave that. on the other hand, whenever i see a bishop or priest in church praying the litury, i wish to myself that i could one day do that. other than becoming a priest, what are my other options?