You guys know me as Stephanus the adulterous freak.
Well, I realized the problem is emotions. I'm so emotional, and very sensitive. Not in the way you all think of it, but this way: I never ever get offended by anyone regardless of what they say, I never lose temper or become angry at little things (I actually never really am angry ever). I am just sad that with all the gifts God has granted me, I am not using them. What should I do? My goal in life is to get a family, that's it, I don't really care what job or where to live, as long as I have a family to love and support and bring children into this world and my wife and I will teach them how to lighten up the world. Maybe they'll make big differences, maybe small but they'll be golden.
I don't know what to do with myself right now though... The prostitution problem is DEAD thanks to Christ (I won't explain how because it is a long story of an Experience I had last night, God enlightened me with the most beautiful explanation, If you want to know message me).
How can I control my emotions so I don't feel sad, upset, regret?
Stephanus The Adulterer (Anyone who lusts for a woman has already committed spiritual Adultery towards her. People might not be strong enough to admit it, but I've lusted probably thousands of times).