Ok. I just elaboratly wrote out this post - then, came to post it - and it didn't send [cable! >:( ] - so here goes for a second time!
Passion and Desire - all those things we yearn/long for - those thins we feel we truely want with all that we are [or at least with some of it... ]
Like... the desire to become a doctor - to get married - have children - even those desires we have to sin before we actually sin [and often the desire is gone after we've completed the act :) ] - the desire to perform well in something - the desire to die/begone with [i mean, ppl commit suicide everyday] - the desire to be with someone, intimatly - just desires in general!
Where on earth do these come from?!? AND how are they regulated or how do we control them!??
It just seems to me that things like emotions/feelings can be so blinding at times that we lose all rationale and logic - its hard to step outside the situation and check things out from an objective point of view.
Oh, ontop of all that - there are ppl who are willing to "give up" everything they've ever desired - just to do "right" - how does that all work out. Where does that internal strength come from!
This is really disturbing me - i've been thinking about it for ages - so any thoughts would be appreciated :)
God Bless ya'll