Ok. So I know the doctrine of "Once saved always saved" is false. But I am also confused about losing salvation. Is it really that we can lose it, or is it that we can reject it/leave it? It seems that when someone loses something they did not intend to lose it, and they are generally upset that it was lost. I get the feeling, therefore that if one truly desires to hold on to their salvation, God will not hold it from them? But if they let go of God, is their salvation "lost" or rejected/left?