i am in the midst of getting a divorce.
I was an evangelical christian, but then lost my faith in god about a year and a half ago as my husband seemed like two different people, and hurt me. (He got controlling, hid drug use and pornography from me, raped me, and the got really religious in that he said he would kill me if god told him to)
I have been talking with coptic christians for awhile, have visited churches. As my faith is regained, i wonder these things.
Will I be accepted into the church, seeing as I am broken and will be divorced before hand?
I am only 28, will I have to stay single for the rest of my life because of a bad choice I made when I didn't know any better?
please help. I really feel this is my path, but some of the consequences of my failure scare me.