What must u do if u are often getting compliments and people think u are good, while you actually don't deserve it?
However I am a servant in the sundayschool, I am absolutely not an angel, and I really don't like it if tasony
is continually giving my compliments and saying: "I am so happy to have u in class, you always help us with everything,
you do this and that and also abouna received the 'news'. Okay, it's kind of her that she loves me, but that I am helping a bit in the sundayschool and give lesson doesn't mean I am "Their sundayschool- servant- angel", and I don't know what to say if she says that if she asks another servant to do something, that they often are lazy or don't have time. I understand that they don't have time, because they are in college and I am going 2 college next year, so probably I also won't have much time next year for serving. I am just lucky that this year God is standing me by and give me more time for serving in church.
Also, they don't know me. They think I am 'good', but I am actually bad, and a weak girl, bad thoughts, too sensitive. Am not going to confess my sins here, lol, but in spite of being kind to people and trying to help them as much as possible, I feel I am the last one who deserve these treatment.
So, HOW do you avoid False glory (megd el batal)? What must I say when someone makes me a compliment? I am afraid that I will lose my reward in heaven...and only GOD knows my heart. Even my dad doesn't know me 100%.
The only one who knows my weakness is the Lord, and I wonder how HE is looking at me..
Any advice or help would be appreciated.
Tomorrow the lesson is up to me again. Please pray for God's Holy Spirit come upon me.
Please, pray for me and my weakness, and that I am going to serve GOD's children with ALL my heart.
God bless all.